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| today was a good day. hmm school was alright. the weather was once again amazing and it made me want to go camping. jel says that we're gonna go again in july so im really excited. we're going to the same place we went to last year and that place was really relaxing. it was a nice getaway. and when the summer comes im abducting luke and we shall go on a walk at night because summer nights are so awesome. hmm academy was alright too. the day was a good one. it doesnt feel like tomorrow is going to be friday at all. after my third period at academy i saw michael!!! ahhh i missed him so much. last year whenever i was having a bad day, he always seemed to be around the corner with a hug and a ' hey smile i love you' and he didnt know me enough to mean it, but it was nice. and i would give him a hug back, call him a manwhore and be on my merry way. it was nice seeing him. hmm spring is finally here. yay. hopefully tomorrow me and dave will hang out and catch up at the park  whoot. came home to three kaysha letter type things in the mail. wahoo!
eartth angel earth angel...will you be mine?
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| hmm so just got home from academy...today was decent. umm school was alright. skiba put on a finger puppet show for me in study hall which was hilarious. he even got this guy who never even talks to laugh and talk to us. it was cool. and he had a monkey that he named curious george =-O it was so cute! lol yay. hmm academy, we went to the trinity campus for first period which was awesome. me and anna had a great and very much needed talk and just let out everything we've been frustrated about lately. <33 and we just sat and drew for an hour and for a nice day like this, i think it was all we needed. journalism, was indeed dreaded, but it wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be. i miss christine so much but at the same time im just going to try to do what she would want me to and not act like a jackass in class just to be difficult. our new teacher seems like she has alot she can bring to the table although everyone agrees, shes no christine. i just want christine to get better. yoga was really silly and matt made me laugh alot. i beat him in running to the building and putting the mat away! 8-) ohh yeah lol. the academy bus was funny too. lately me and dominika have been making fun of eachother so much and i dont know it makes me giggle alot. its nice to act silly with someone. hmm so that was all for today as of yet. umm now its off to relax for a bit, some homework, wookash <33 ( who i hope is feeling better) and then led zeppelin and painting 
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| umm lets see...today was alright. uhh school was fine. GUESS WHO HAS THE HIGHEST AVERAGE IN HER ALGEBRA 2 CLASS!!!! yayyyy tehee 91 baby whoot whoot. in bio we're working on genetics and right now we're doing a lab on aliens? lol its fun. me and skiba act super silly in our classes together and it makes me smile alot. hmm academy, we went to trinity college to meet the poet Marvin Bell. he was great and really funny. he was so laid back and inspirational because of that. he wrote this poem about his wife called to dorothy which is really sweet and original. i dont know there was just a great relaxed feeling in the room when he just casually talked to us about poetry and about life. interwining the two like there wasn't a difference between them. it was awesome. and alot better than the poetry reading type thing we had last year. it was encouraging watching and listening to him, especially since lately i havent been writing as much as i should be at all. so yeah that was my day. not too shabby. tomorrow journalism is going to suck without christine. oh man. but it will be the middle of the week already and hopefully that will make things that much easier to deal with. do do do thats all for now.
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| hmm just finished some ramen and got home from school a little while ago. hmm today was confusing. i mean school was fine. for a monday things were going really smoothly. umm when it was time to go to academy, me and anna talked which was really nice because i miss talking to her. it was cool. we talked about joey and luke and how cute they were and how months ago we were talking about how guys suck and now we're really happy with our boyfriends. that always ends up being the case though. uh first period in academy we sat in the sun and just drew which was great because the weather was amazing. it really felt like spring today. then on the way to second period, i saw sasha in the hallway with pam. she was crying really hard and she was really upset so i just laid the card i had gotten her in congratulations of her article on the floor. when i got to journalism, christine told us that she has cancer. i saw there in disbelief. and i cried and cried and cried. it was so hard. and it seemed like everyone around us and outside of our class knew and i was getting hugs from people i have never even talked to. its so hard to think that this kind of thing happens to people as incredible as Christine. i mean she's the best teacher i have at academy and to know that even though shes helped me so much these past two years and that i cant help her now, really upsets me. my head is throbbing from the crying i've done and its going to be so hard to go to class knowing that shes sick and that shes in a tough situation right now. shes going to know the majority of her diagnosis later on in the week so we should know the full details by monday. why does this happen to the people who deserve it the least? not that anyone deserves it i mean but i dont know. i guess its hard not to be selfish in these kind of circumstances. not a very good start to a week.
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| so i just finished working on a letter for kaysha and i guess it would be a good time to update this thing. hmm saturday was a bad day and i was sad and moody for the entire day really. i guess that this week has really been getting to me and even though its the weekend, it still feels like i should be doing some work for some class or trying to fix another relationship. *sigh* i just cant wait until the summertime man when i can chose just about everything that happens to me on a daily basis-as far as plans and who i come into contact with goes.
today luke came over <33 he looks so cute without his beard, not that he looked bad with it, im just saying this new phase of him also works for me lol. uhh we watched star wars 4 which was cool because harrison ford is awesome but from watching the four that i have, i think that the second and third have been my favorite so far. then we played mario party with my brother adn that was cool. my brother basically kick both of our asses but luke wasnt too far behind him. i beat them both at this bingo competition type thing which made me feel good and i beat luke in a couple of games which makes me proud of myself because i know that when i get to his house and play, im gong to get my ass handed to me lol. aww well. but it was awesome seeing him because hes amazing and i hate that i only get to see him once a week, especially after a week like this one. <33 its better than not seeing him at all i suppose. hmm tomorrow school starts up again. boo. i have two projects that i need to work on this week/weekend so that stinks but im just going to try to stay calm cool and collected and get through it with minor bitching and moaning. uhh may the force be with me?
now we've all grown up gone off and moved away
nothing i can do about it nothing i can say
to bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard
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